That being said, I have noticed alot of changes over the past few days. I don't know if I have been walking around with my eyes closed or what, but they are pretty big changes.
Change #1...I can wrap a towel fully around my body. Granted it is a beach towel, but still.
Change #2...I Lost 5 in on my hips and 4 on my waist.
Change #3...I tried on the bathing suit that I had to order online last year because I couldn't get one cheap enough in a store in my size around where I live. I was hanging on me in the crotch area and my boobs didn't exist. So I decided to try on my old bathing suit that had always been tight, even when I bought it at my smallest, beings that it was the biggest size that our Walmart carried. Or at least had in stock. And It was actually big on me too!! Not huge but I could slip easily into it. I am disappointed that I no longer has cleavage :o( If anyone knows a way to lift boobs let me know, lol. I dreaded putting that suit on, especially when it was wet. It was like trying to put a wetsuit on, lol.
I looked up my measurements on a size chart on the Walmart website and I am a 26-28, which is still big, but they atleast carry that size in most stores!
I haven't felt this confident in a long time. I may...Hang on to your hats...Start to wear make up again!! I haven't worn make up in at least 7 years, if not longer. I don't even know if I remember how to do it. I may need lessons, lol.
Well I am off to put my monster to bed.
Congrats! I tried wearing my fat girl swimsuit to the Y a few months ago, and it was the oddest experience to have a swimsuit be baggy on me. I didn't know it was possible!
ReplyDeleteI don't know about you, but the whole towel thing is one of my happiest accomplishments. There was always something so humiliating and well... obvious... about trying to cover up with a towel that leaves a big gap where it's supposed to overlap. I would always buy those huge bath sheets to make up for it.